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Friday, April 11, 2003
an email i gotThere is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses. I thought the results were pretty interesting: 85% of women think their ass is too big... 10% of women think their ass is too little... The other 5% say that they don't care - they love their ass and would have married him anyway. now if a man was to write that, oh lord yuh would never hear de end of it. • • • • • Ms.Piggythis sickness thing is supposed to be beneficial to my hips, not detrimental. its like i havent seen food in months, all i'm doing is eating. schuuuuuups. tonight i was there drinking water trying to resist a third slice of cake and those bag of "Cheetos". i resisted, and had a bowl of fruit loops. but midway thru will&grace my sis came and poured some cheetos in my bowl. now what am i supposed to do, cant put them back in the bag, everyone will get my "strain of varicella!!!; cant waste it they got ppl that cant get food... so i solved the dilema by eating them... situps in the morning seeming like a must • • • • • Wednesday, April 09, 2003
i love my parents just when they seem to be getting on my nerves, i get sick, and their true parental colours shine. my mom cooked ssome delicious chicken soup for me. dad's away, but he found time to send me a get well email, with a head note and attachment "To Neysa LoveDaddy...the attachment: FATHER AND DAUGHTER - PAUL SIMON - If you leap away in the mirror of a bad dream And for a fraction of a second you can’t remember where you are Just open your window, follow the memory of your dreams To the meadow of the mountain where we counted every falling star I believe the light that shines on you, will shine on you forever And though I can’t guarantee there is nothing scary hiding under your bed I am going to stand guard like a postcard of a golden retriever And never leave until I leave you with a sweet dream in your head. CHORUS I am gonna watch you shine, gonna watch you grow Gonna paint you a sign, so you would always know As long as one and one is two There could never be a father who loves his daughter more than I love you. Trust your intuition, it’s just like going fishing You cast your line and hope you get a bite But you don’t need to waste your time Worrying about the marketplace, to try and help the human race Struggling to survive it’s harshest night. CHORUS • • • • • Baby if you give to me, I'll give it to you, I know what you want, You know I got itBaby if you give it to me, I'll give it to you As long as you want, You know I got it Busta and Mariah. this song sounds sooooo very nice. real groovy. r-kelly ignition remix, and this.hmmmmm somehow i dont mind being home now. music...what would i do without it?! • • • • • Tuesday, April 08, 2003
sometimes ppl do things without realising the effect their actions have on their friends and loved ones. people change and sometimes its hard for those around them to adapt to these changes. but what hurts is not so much the change but the fact that sometimes, the changed person seems to have no regard for the feelings of those around them. i am one for self-enrichment and making oneself the #1 priority, but is all that worth it, when you lose friends. its funny how one day a person can say and do things, and then later on, their actions and words or in some cases lack of words, seem so contradicting to their earlier actions. it makes you wonder if what they were saying was really true or just said in the "heat of the moment".maybe it just depends on which end you are on. if you are on the receiving end then maybe your feelings get hurt and you feel a way, but if you are on the dishing out end, maybe you are just not concerned. i've decided that its better to keep ppl at arms length away from you, that helps avoid too much emotional attachment. like i was telling a friend of mine the other night "good guys always want the not so nice girls, and vice versa". and when the not so nice one hurts the nice one,the nice ones always have their guards up,so when another nice person approaches them, they never give them the chance for fear of getting hurt again. what is life without risks?? i'd like my friend back. • • • • • Monday, April 07, 2003
when it rains, it poursevery year for the third year running, i get sick whenever i have end of year exams. last year was dengue, year before was dengue too(de third time's a charm,right) and now this year its "a strain of varicella". aka chicken pox. schuuuuuuuuuuuups. the bumps looked so "nice" that the dermatologist took pictures of it. my chicken pox will be famous. so i'm home from school for minimum one week. i'm supposed to have a physics test which i was kind of looking forward too, yeah i know it sounds sick, but now i cant go and prove to myself that i can conquer physics. from feeling *bleh to chicken pox, i guess things couldnt get much worse now. of to do the only thing i can do now.....study • • • • • Sunday, April 06, 2003
today is one of those days when i felt so *bleh*. i was in a mood to think about and analyze everything. i read in the newspaper today the death of one of my lil bro's friend's mom. its sad cause he went to primary school wid us. i have no idea how i'd feel if i was to loose one of my parents. its not something i want to think about, but more and more, people my age losing their parents. i sat down and had a serious talk with my parents about health and exercise, ye i'm one to talk. but still, now i'm worried that once they cross 45 years, will they be there when i get my degree, will there be there when i building my house, getting married or having kids. well the last two kinda "ify". now i just realising more and more how much they mean to me, and how much i took them for granted, ye their a good pain in de ass, but i'd rather have them here humbuggin my soul case, than having only a memory to relate to my offspring.i did more thinking, but i think thats enough sad thoughts for one blog. take home message tell your parents you love them, you dont want to wake up one morning and wish for the chance to say it one more time • • • • • Spektakula 2K3i missed machel :(. rupee was there tho, so that wasnt too bad. but still cant touch my machel. my idol, denise "saucy wow" belfon was dere, she did not disappoint at all. my pants were too restricting so i couldn't practice de macawel. must go to carnival next year. Saucy wow • • • • • |
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