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Saturday, April 26, 2003
Need for speed
yes, i drive carefully on de road. but unfortunately my foot heavy. and nothing is more exhilarating than speeding. of course, i am careful. today my need for speed was fulfilled. hit 125 km/h,air condition on,guiness rush hour on de radio, ppl driving slow as a** on de highway even doh de road clear, so my heavy right foot was justified :D
i know khalil gine cuss me. but ah well. hehehe. love u anyways, and hurry up and come home. rally in june buddy!!!
Speedy gal
posted by Neysa 4/26/2003 11:44:49 PM Comments []
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Friday, April 25, 2003
This is who i am
i cant change who i am. i mean they are sooo many things i wish i could change, like the cellulite in my ass, de pimples in my face etc etc. all those things on the outside are a part of who i am. but more importantly, whats on the inside is a part of who i am as well. and while i am full of flaw, i am me, and regardless of what happens, i cannot change that. i can adjust and compromise, but i will not change who i am,because i do not live up to someone's standard.
i have made a promise to myself, that regardless of the consequences of the decisions i make in my life, good or bad, i will not have any regrets. and so far i have done a good job keeping that promise to myself. i've been hurt and i have hurt, and it may seem cold, but i do not regret it. i cant. because i know at the moment i made the decision, my actions and the consequences were all justified to me. i hurt u and i'm sorry you are hurt, but i am not sorry for my actions, i wish u could understand where i am coming from. i wish u could look past the pain and trouble and stress, and at least be thankful for the good times, but u cant. and u are hurt and u are upset and angry, you have every right. i guess time will tell and hopefully heal. but make no mistake, i do not regret, the good times, the bad times, the fun times, the sad times, the cussin out times, the "break-up" times, the slient treatment times etc. i regret none.
when relationships end, one person is always never ready, but sometimes in the long run, it is best for both ppl, even if initially it seems as if only one person will benefit. it all boils down to how you look at things. i chose to always remember the good ,happy times. i remember the bad times as well, but i do not let them be my main memories. memories are like mental pictures, some are happy some are sad, we have to decide which we want to view, and then how we let them affect our present life.
people change. i loved you then and still do now, and always will, but i cant be with you. cant force what's not there. it takes more than "love" and sexual attraction to make a relationship work. people change and drift apart. feelings change as well, but that doesnt mean that the old feelings were not real.
sorry for the hurt. hopefully one day u can look beyond the hurt and understand. life is to short to waste it having regrets, enjoy the memories, good or bad.
take home message: know who you are because you cannot make any one happy or love anyone, unless you can make yourself happy and love yourself
posted by Neysa 4/25/2003 04:02:14 AM Comments []
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Monday, April 21, 2003
'In da Club' Xtreme
Neysa's version:
u can find me in de club, dibbing to some dub,
papi i got de moves if u wanta feel my groove
i'm into havin' fun, i dont wanta be lookin glum
so cum give me a grind if u likin my behind
club xtreme was very enjoyable tonight. a sexually-frustrated neysa relieved some tension tonight boy. de hottest girls in dere tonight were Neysa, Celina,Ade and Daana. we "were" de party. bajans pay $30 and staan up watching ppl come in. tsk tsk tsk. doan try and get yuh monies worth and dance.
and by the way, wukkin up does wonders for ur waist,abs and hips. i must tell u. tonight we did a lil improvisation to denise belfon "macawele". i tell u that move and techno is pretty cool. hmmmm,when exams done i think i'll be feteing and dancing my way to a sexy body!
anywho, i came home early from da club to study, so that is what i'm going to do. missed yuh govie.
Dancer-gal
posted by Neysa 4/21/2003 12:15:29 AM Comments []
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Sunday, April 20, 2003
Aiight this blog friggin around. the link playing de ass. but nevertheless. i want u to enjoy this site, so copy and paste. lol
http://www.people.cornell.edu/pages/slp29/insane.html
posted by Neysa 4/20/2003 01:33:51 AM Comments []
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Laughter is the best medicine
check this site:
posted by Neysa 4/20/2003 01:16:16 AM Comments []
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