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Saturday, May 10, 2003
Dramaok,so my saturday was shitty. went to bed about 6:50am this morning, and tossed and turned til 9am. and i've been up ever since. had a lot going on. and then tonight had another big dilema. all in all, it was a shitty day, i was hot, had a lot of driving to do, i'm congested. and stressed wid exams, not to mention, my immune system decided to say frig neysa this exam time, lets make her sick for the entire month!!!, so i've been congested all day. in it all, the one good thing of which i was reassured is, my best friend here in bim loves me. well at least i think so, because he sat with me on the phone till 5am, after i woke him up at 3am from his sweet slumber this mornin. then tonight he delayed his going out for me to hear me vent about my dilema. i tell u, i love him to death. hope u enjoy the fete, i'll be sleeping soundly. i hate depending on people, but as tough as i am, i got a soft spot too. i have few true friends, its in times of my stress, that i realise that i actually do mean something to them. hmmmm, dont feel so worthless afterall. love you anika and khalil get ur asses home!!! and ria too :P ps. never take anyone or anything for granted, one day it'll be too late to say thanks • • • • • Put down the blasted toilet seat :@so i come home after midnight, from de library "trying" to study. rush into the dark house, my bladder about to burst, ruuuuuun to the bathroom, eyes still trying to adjust, and i plop onto the toilet, and almost fell right in. goddammit, both seats were up, my abs finally showed their true colours, and i was able to pull myself up and fall on the floor, instead of into the toilet!!!!!! joys of having two males in de house going in mybed now. sleep desperately needed • • • • • Friday, May 09, 2003
Double standardsi hate them. yes i believe in women being independent and equal yada yada. and i hate double standards. its funny, men could be talking sh*t bout women and sex etc and its all fun and laughs. but now if a female start talking bout men and sex, they look at her as if she loose,does f*ck nuff and ting so. i mean why they not seeing it as fun and games!?!? i have a female friend and she walks around with her own condoms, now i agree,cause once yuh sexually active you at risk for AIDS and other related stds, so protect yuhself. but i was chatting wid a male friend, and he asked me what i'd think if i find a condom in a guy's wallet. i'll be positive and think he practices safe sex. on the contrary,when asked what if he found a condom on the girl, he said "ah boy, easy target"...now i'm hoping that was a joke. but i can honestly see that being the majority of thoughts, even i am guilty of thinking that. this time de girl just got it from she carnival costume. like me, i still got mine from uwi carnival, aint got no use for it, so it just dere catching dust. :( its funny,we dont like double standards, but we are guilty of them at some point or the other. take home message: dont point fingers, cause chances are some will be pointing right back at you dont worry what ppl think, protect your body females...males too snake oil gal :D • • • • • Thursday, May 08, 2003
havent been here for a while. exams still going on. not sure if i studying enough, but i decided i'd resist the urge to blog, so i wont have to say "if i wasnt bloggin, i coulda done better". but honestly, there aint one sh*t to blog about. unless i blog my thoughts which were full of physics, until tuesday after my physics exam, and now they're full of biology and physical chemistry. excessively boring.my one pick me up is bunji's song "snake oil gal". i tell yuh, everytime i hear it, i get a smile on my face. its very catchie. well only 7 more days till summer, cant wait anxiously waiting • • • • • |
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