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Thursday, July 24, 2003
ppl say i have changed, and i'm beginning to realise it. i now have an extremely low tolerance level. if i cant have what i want when i want how i want, then fuck it. yes i know that is not a good trait to have, but i am fedup of ppl taking advantage of me so i have become i'grunt as ass. glad we were part of each others lives, but now i doan give a wild f*ck anymore. dont come for my birthday,save yuh money. i still havent gotten paid yet, this is week 3. alone and loving it :D • • • • • Wednesday, July 23, 2003
its funny how when u cant do something without all the red tape, you just HAVE to do it. but when u have zero red tape to go through, you either doant have the urge to do it, or some other circumstance prevents you from it. in my case. the ENTIRE family is in trinidad, and neysa at home by sheself. now this would be ample oppourtunity to be out feting and ting, but i got and exam on friday.the thing is, even without de exam, i just not feeling the being away from home vibe...... yes those words came from my mouth. maybe its cause for the first time, i doan have to fight for de tv,phone,net or food. lol. i also got my parents bed. lordie. king size bed, 8 pillows and neysa. its heaven on earth i tell yuh. well i off to my heaven of a bed. in this *20 toes* weather, my 10 plus de socks, will be cuddling tonight :(. and no xtreme pun tomorrow, cause i getting a pedicure, and i not bout dem getting messed up de same night. YES i protecting my pedicure like Kiwi protects her hairstyles :D. toodles • • • • • Monday, July 21, 2003
its funny, how life is sometimes. we could spend our time, making sure we keep something safe by making a series of decisions. however, we end up losing our prized possession, because of our pride, or because of a bad choice. in this case, now, it is because of my pride. or maybe its the other person's pride. whatever it is, at the end of the day. it seems like the problem will not be solved, so it will just sit there, and we or at least i, would have lost something that meant alot to me. ah well, i guess in life yuh live yuh learn, and yuh lose.maybe it wasnt what it was cranked up to be. and maybe the effort put into it was a waste of time. who knew. i know a certain someone would be happy. maybe one day i could see it their way to, and be happy but right now, it is hurting. • • • • • wet fete wasnt as good as last year. well machel was excellent, and sine he basically was wet fete for me, then ye it was great. however i cannot stand nasty bajan men that feel cause you in ah public place that you are public property. like i had to cuff ah man, cause he touching me wid he naaaaasty finger and then have de gall to ask me wha i gine do bout it. i tell you what i did, i told him to stop touching buot EIGHT rangate time, then when he didnt, i cuff him, then he continue, and when i went for de right hook, my friend pull me away. de guy walk long talk bout he gine remember me, and i told him please do, cause i ready fuh he rass.but otherwise it was worth the *comp* ticket to get in. and de chicken breast i had to eat was wukking. anyways, time for work. toodles. oh and did i mention, i didnt get paid on friday, so it'l be another two weeks before i get some form of cash flow :| not good, not good at all :( • • • • • |
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