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Saturday, August 09, 2003
baje was cool, i wasnt my usual cheery self and everybody was worried about me. de px4 security that was dere thought i was sick. and he said i am his inspiration,because normally i am the life of the party so when i start to die down so does the party. lol, i thought it was funny. anyways,going and get ready to go to de beach wid a sweet fella. no not mine. • • • • • Thursday, August 07, 2003
i tell yuh, i like i was a hit boy. govan got NAFF pics of me from crop over. its a pity i wasnt behaving myself in most of them. at least de naughty ones you cant see my face :$. doan my de belly, at least i didnt look too bad. woiiiiiii.heheheheh, ah lil self esteem boost. • • • • • Tuesday, August 05, 2003
u ever just had that time when u need to release. u need a good long hard cry but no matter what happens, u cannot cry. thats how i feel. i need a release, from all my sadness, all my sexual tension, all my worries, all my stress. not so much i need to cry but i want to cry, but like he always says i have no emotion. maybe that is why i cannot cry, even though i really want to.... i feel like a man. i am feeling the things i dislike men for feeling. i want a man, but i dont want him. i actually just want from his neck down. i dont care for his face or the lil brain he got, i just am sooo very attracted to everything i've seen thus far from his neck down. damn its fine. i guess women are like men. darnit, thats what i get for growing up wid nuff males. fortunately for me i am strong enuff to not just jump on de dick. hmmmm,well since i aint get in so long, is that really fortunate or unfortunate ... *me wonders ... i'm in the mood to get something pierced. but 7 piercings already adorn my body, i not sure where else to place. my cousins and i were comparing nipples the other night, she had her's pierced and her friend (who has the biggest nipple known to man) still has her's pierced. however, that nipple piercing shit aint for me. and as for de tongue, nah anything that will affect my ability to lick back my food cant be a good thing. so thats a no no. and doan even think bout de clitoris that is just NASTY.... *me cringes* maybe i should get a tattoo, but where and what are the questions. • • • • • Monday, August 04, 2003
Cropover 2k3well it done and i ready to go again. only bad thing about this year is that my best friend not massaging my legs for me :(, ah well, c'est la vie. but today was a good day, a very good day. i wukkup pun naaaaaff men. and it was great. i was in px4 and baje, had to share de wealth, px4 couldnt have all. hehehhe. the day was even better because for quite a bit of the day and de entire evening part i was in de arms of a muscular,sexy fine asssssss body. lord have us mercy. his skin is sooooo very smooth and soft and supple, and de ass is firm and the legs and chest and abs and shoulders, ooooooo *my mind is wanders *snaps back to reality* i love every aspect of his body from his neck down. :D, his lil kisses were welcomed. too bad he didnt get the kind of kisses he wanted, but it was good enuff for moi. next year, neysa will be in FINE form too. with a killer body, just watch and see. i didnt really get to see Kiwi but i'm sure she had a blast. cropover was good this year, my only complaint was i couldnt share it with my piece of heart :( nika hurry up and come home, i need u • • • • • |
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