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Saturday, August 23, 2003
just one day less of a month, till my bday. i'm not even looking forward to it.went in le club last night, i only spent about an hour and a half, because i didnt have any "bodyguard" with me, but the music was good and it was free for me,as usual. i'd go again only if i have some more ppl wid me. going to spend sometime wid my nephew • • • • • Friday, August 22, 2003
Congrats!!congratulations to my lil bro for getting back all eight of his cxc's. it is a big feat considering de boy did not study until a few weeks before the exam, and he confessed to me he had been kicked out of classes for 4 of the subjects. however he pulled through and got pretty damn good grades as well. i think it was all the love he got from his big sis :D i am overly happy for him, now he can be well on his way to becoming rich and providing for me :D. congrats are also in order for sweet girl jenna (cus' lil sis) who did remarkably well as expected. maybe i'll treat the two of them to lunch or sumting happy & proud big sis :D • • • • • Thursday, August 21, 2003
Rumour about meso i made it into xtreme wid nika and ms.saw tonight, and nika mek us eat our words because she is still there all like now and ms.saw and i at home. ah well. it was a very nice night tho. i met lots of guys,and barry forde arms are the smoothest thing, nah he aint no family to me. so anyways. i heard from several different ppl that apparently a rumour going around about me. however when i found out what the rumour was i was happy as a lark. apprently i am many men's "unicorn" so much so that whenever my name is brought up, the words "man dat is waste time, she pussy pun lock down....or she pussy like fort knox, yuh caan get in" always seem to follow soon after. now thats the truth and they all know it, so for once they not saying the hit it, even when they doant even know how to spell my name or never even dance with me. i can sleep well tonight, knowing i finally have some sorta respect from men. :D Ps. fortunately in this case the rumour is true. sometimes i feel that is a bad thing, but thats only if i real horney :$....hehe • • • • • Tuesday, August 19, 2003
Beachnice day at the beach wid nika and two other friends that left today. this sick leave was well appreciated and i start back work on thursday. i hope it doesnt affect my pay :S. i like days when things go smooth. no drama. off to the movies, everybody stand me up thus far, hopefully the driver doesnt, if not no big loss really, i get to save my $10. :D take home message: Smile....it's the second best thing you can do with your lips that's my yearbook quote. :D • • • • • Sunday, August 17, 2003
Quiet daythe day started out quiet, and will end quiet. i started it with the lord. yes i went to church. and i do that every sunday. this morning, this couple renewed their wedding vows, after being married for 40 years. 40YEARS!!!! lordie. that is a long ass time to be with the same person. but i mean, if u find that special someone and it works out and lasts that long, well power to you. i'm well on my way to becoming a spinster. i am a very picky person. i'm also stubborn,strong-headed,i doan smoke,or drink alcohol at all. so i am never under the influence of any mind-altering substances, so most times i am of sound mind and never fall for all the lines guys use on me. i did once but unfortunately, it wasnt to be and anyways, now he's happy elsewhere. so the security wall is back up. maybe i think to much, and i doant take time to enjoy life, but i can say,that casual sex with the possibility of waking up pregnant or with an std or aids, or all, is definitely not my idea of enjoying life. so i just doan indulge in the casual sex. and because of that i cant find any decent guy to talk to. anyways off of my sad story of my sorry life :D my best friend is coming home tomorrow. we've been friends from age 4. its funny, how we doant speak as often as we should, but when we do, its like nothing has changed. this year will be a tough one for me. because of my 5 closest friends, 4 of them will be away, and the 5th one and i doant talk as much anymore. but what doesnt break you, makes you. so i'll be even stronger when its done. this will be one lonely birthday in september :( ok, i getting a bit sad now, so i'm gonna end this blog here • • • • • Girls night outwhat started out as a quiet dinner with the four of us girls, ended in bare bachanal outside of boatyard. dinner at carib was yummy, so our driver "J" decides to take a drive down de coast,so we can see the night life. we pass boatyard and see "J"s bf's car. he's supposed to be at home, so she decides that we are going in boatyard, even tho, we have $15 :O. luckily ryan came to mine and J's rescue (thank u sweetie pie). anyways. i am trying to be the calm coolheaded one as always. afterall, i not in my fighting clothes, i have on my nurse dress my lil bag and ting, trying to look all sophisticated and cute, hoping to find a flam:D. i'm there enjoying the boomtribe djays on the turntables and wukking my waist line in my lil dress (ye i got skillz like dat), ye so i dere dibbing, and "J" wants me to come and see something. so i mosey along to the tables out in de back to find her so-called man sitting down wid dis drunk whore in between his legs. i trying to tell "J" to move from dere, cause he already feel he is somebody, lets just go and enjoy ourselves. but she want to stay there. everything was fine, all civil and shit until de whore decide she will hold her head up from vomitting and turn around to BARK at "J".......Hellll f*cking no cause Neysa Ford sick wid tonsilitus and needs to be resting but instead,because she(de whore) cant keep she leg shut and because J's bf being a weak ass typical man (sorry guys) i out here not getting to bash to de boomtribe music, so if at all de bitch had raise up at "J" tonight, u woulda hear bout me on de tv. so i fly up and give she my tear head look and she humble she self in ah f*cking one, cause me and she aint pitch no marbles when we was young, so she know she f*cking place. anyways, basically, i spit my gum in her hair, we went outside, i tell de girl dat three caribbean countries know that she is a whore, so please use protection. oh and i warned her to watch where she stepping cause she brush me inside and dats when she get de gum in she head, but if she r*ssole touch me again, it gine be me she and de devil, jesus and his angels gine have to stop me from bursing she r*ss. tonight de boomtribe djays old dub session is what stopped me and saved de whore from getting beat down, because me being true to the dibblah in me, was sticking on de side on de road outside boatyard, while "J" and her man had a convo. meanwhile, de other girls and i were trying to tell de whore to hold in she belly, cause it was falling over the skirt. anyways, i made it home early, altho one of the other girls and myself wanted to go back in cause boomtribe was mashing up de place. that was de bashment blog. i'm sure we all have our drama, i sure as hell know i aint fighting for no man. but f*ck round my girls and its another ting. my thing is, de whore get that far cause de man allow de bullshit. so if anything burse de man head, not de woman. oh yeah, i fuhget, i fly up at he to, and "A" had to hol' me back, cause he raise he voice at "J", well he coulda only be smoking some bad weed or something. anyways bedtime for me toodles :D • • • • • |
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