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Friday, August 29, 2003
last night was a good nightnika and i were bored, so we picked up stirlz and headed to de gap. went in ship inn, it was pretty cool. while eating hamburgers outside around 3am,after the rain fell, it was a sight. this woman about 600lbs, come out dere cussing and this guy trying to reason to she that she doesnt need to "use such language" . de woman tell her straight, that he need to feed me and she can cuss if she want because she is "600 muddacunt pounds, so doan tell me no cunt". i could not believe de woman. ahahaahaahahaa. it was very funny. then de rain decide to piss down. after a while we got tired of waiting, so we ran to the car which was parked on the main road. all four of us holding hands singing "(8)we're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of oz(8)" hehehehehe, ok, i just realised this blog would only be good if u were actually there....ah well. use your imagination. today was the last day of work and i got a goodbye lil gift from a co-worker, who admitted to me that he "took a liking to me". but i had to let he know, it aint nuttin so. but the thought was nice. lol. a lil freaky, talking bout "with love to his darling or something so. anyways, i out, toodles :D • • • • • Thursday, August 28, 2003
So much to blog about,so little time...lawd i got nuff to blog about. i mean it would be a treat for all my avid readers, who all need a daily dose of the HoneyRoasted peanut however, i am here so brekup from having a throroughly enjoyable time in xtreme. (damn i love his body :D,from his neck down,hehehe) anyways, i not in de mood to blog, i'm busy looking at my pics on triniscene, lawd i was definitely the camera favourite this year. that would explain why band leaders now come and introduce themselves to me, and how ppl stopping me in fetes and ting and talk bout how dem always seeing me pun de net enjoying myself and ting. at least i wasnt wukking up pun top my head, so its not so bad. hehehhe good thing i aint got a man. anyways, peace to everyone, and those that getting some sauce, ah begging yuh,get some fuh muh,cause lawd its been a while :(. loads of fun blogs coming soon • • • • • Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Laa dii daa dii dumi've watched some pretty funny movies over the last few weeks. american pie 3, pirates of the caribbean, and last night i watched boat trip. that was pretty funny, for those who are not homophobic. it was a good pick me up,because i was feeling miserable that my monday night "soul food" life has come to an end, since it was de last episode, and it finished so that i must see next season. love is a funny thing. we put soooo much effort into finding love, then when we do find it, we have to fight sooo hard to keep it going strong. not only do we have to fight to keep it going strong, we have to try so hard not to give up when the going gets tough. also we have to be mindful not to mistake a night of passion, or a few nice words for love. sometimes we are soooo starved for affection and love, that we mistake a kind gesture or a sweet word, for love. and then we end up getting hurt. i've also realised, that the worse kind of relationship for me, is the rebound relationship. one person is being used to help the other get over a heartbreak. it may not be the heartbroken person's intention, but someone gets hurt in that. but what is life and love without hurt? right? i'm sorry, i am overly protective of my heart. and i do not let anyone in anymore. because i cant deal with that heartache right now. maybe i'm missing out, maybe i'm not living life, but at least i know, i am not getting hurt or hurting anyone • • • • • Sunday, August 24, 2003
Even whores take a night off...so why shouldnt Neysa :D. ok i was all hyped about going to xtreme tonight, had my hook up and ting. but then i came home from church, ate and was watching television, and all of a sudden my feting mood had left my body. i doant know what is happening to me. maybe it was the fact that i was going to wear short pants, but i havent shaved my legs since wet fete (i didnt shave for cropover). well that is not much of a factor cause i wore a short skirt into xtreme last wednesday. but i just didnt feel like rushing and getting ready and dressing to impress. there is one guy i'd like to impress however, he doesnt go out to the places i go to anymore, and unfortunately for me he has a significant other, so bust luck. boatyard was kinda dead last night in terms of amount of ppl, but the music was real good. i hate goodbyes. one of my best friends left today to go to mona, good thing anika wasnt there cause i would have definitely cried.tears started to flow when her ex-bf started to cry, but then i had to be the pillar of strength for everyone, so i didnt let my tears fall. she'll be home for christmas :S india arie's new cd is really good. so i'll spend my night listening to that. • • • • • |
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