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Saturday, September 06, 2003
Salsavidait was loads of fun. i went and shook what my mother gave me last night in mcbrides. all these men old enuff to be my grandfather in dere, flingin down de moves. wow. i need to find me a guy around my age to come and learn to latin dance wid me. definitely. and i hear its a great workout, so i'll loose some weight too. yippee. Daana gotta teach me some moves too. i hate saying goodbyes. i've spent sooo much time at the airport this summer, seeing my friends off. :( another one went back to new york today. i definitely gotta go up and check him sometime. school on monday *bleh*. not looking forward to it. • • • • • Thursday, September 04, 2003
I'm soooooooo hot...but a smile comes across my lips when i see my dark friend. i cant wait for him to cross my lips, have the taste of him on my tongue and down my throat. YUM. and yuh know i am very greedy ,so i like nuff nuff of ... ice cold mauby on a very hot day. :D sweet and dandy if yuh please. hehehehheheh govan try and corrupt this one,lemme see • • • • • Wednesday, September 03, 2003
The Reality of it ......is that its all fake. thats right. when u go out, you put on ur makeup, do ur hair,shave, dress up,etc. we go out to impress. to impress who? what? when? and more importantly for me why? fuck dressing to impress. i dress to be comfortable. comfort is key ladies. i mean. when u meet someone out. you meet the face they have put on for the night. you meet the attitude and mood they are in at the moment. you dont meet the real them. u fall for the makeup, or the new haircut, or the cologne. we ladies wear shoes that make our feet ache for days afterwards. we wear skirts and pants that we have to starve to fit in. or clothes that cost a shit load of money, all the styles and fashions, in order for some attention. for me, i didnt shave my legs for the last 6 weeks. and yes i wore short skirts AND short dibby ass pants out, cause i didnt give a fuck. who ever guy checking me, if he get wid me will have to see de legs hairy at some point. (de pussy and underams were clean doh, cant keep dem hairs long)..... ...but back to my blog why de hell do girls pile on loads of makeup?? maybe i am just lazy as ass. but my "makeup" is eyeliner and/or lipstick. on my special nights, its both at de same time. i cant be bothered. cause i'm not a makeup girl. what u see is what u jolly well get. so either u like it or u dont like it. there isnt any middle ground. and that works for me. maybe i just fedup wid feeling that i need the attention. when in reality, i dont. i mean sure it helps but the wrong kind of attention really doan wuk for me. even tho i have no control over that doan get me wrong ladies, if u like all the fan dangle, thats cool. good for u, i just dont spend that much time pampering myself. if all the makeup and stuff works for u, cool. i prefer to be me. just as i am. no additives or no taking away. because if i try to please everyone and be "perfect" for all the supposed admirers. i'll never be true to myself. so i have to make number 1 happy, and not puttin on all de "faces" makes me very happy. peace ps.i finally shave de legs, heheheh, i can actually see my tan now. not that anyone readin this gives a flyin fuck :D. boy those roasted peanuts have me in a good mood. • • • • • Tuesday, September 02, 2003
i love the movie Brown Sugar, the music is great AND taye diggs and boris kodjoe LAWDIE dem bodies are yummy. and it'll be on HBO later on this month. yippee for me. in the mean time, tonight i watched two of the worst movies ever. the first was "Muriel's Wedding" and the second was "Love and A Bullet" starring treach. my goodness. every line had in the word fuck or motherfucker. dont think much thought was put into the dialogue. but it was something to do and pass my time.imagine my surprise to walk into my parents bedroom and hear loads of laughter and find the two of them intently watching "Two Can Play That Game". i mean some things in that movie, i think are just a bit too raw for my "precious, innocent" parents to be watching. ye right. i exited in there in a one. so its the 2nd of september. 20 days to my hatch day, and it'll be a sucky one. i can feel it in my bones. no good loving for me, the second year in a row :'(. ahhhh boy. ...well he's happy and i'm happy for him. • • • • • havent blogged in awhile, cause de compt fucking around. still enjoying the last few days of my vacation till school starts back. next big fete time is trini carnival 2k4. :Dhope everybody cool. hopefully, i'll get back to some serious bloggin soon. • • • • • |
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