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Friday, September 19, 2003
well i had a good nights rest last night from 8:45pm till this morning and 8:15am. it was great. nika went back to the airport. i didnt cry and neither did she. kosi bean was walking about the place by himself. *sigh* the child is sooo precious. and he turned one yesterday. one year of bliss. i'm going to miss nika terribly. i'll be all alone for my bday on monday, everybody is away, my dad going away on sunday too :(.but the good news is my darling sweetie pie nanie came in from trini today to spend sometime with us, so at least she's here wid me. i can see more weight on my hips already,because she can cook out of this world. i must welcome back Andrea we finally got some blogs from her, lol. happy birthday tanama!!! real nuff ppl born in september tho. i guess sex in december and january seemed/seems to be the best time to conceive. i start sailing tomorrow and salsa on monday. hopefully that will keep my mind off of my miserableness. i already got my bday card from jamaica, my gift from neeks and my fedex package from my sweetheart in canada. he never lets me down :) • • • • • Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Why women are miserable when having their periodok,first let me say, i aint care who got a problem wid period etc, deal wid it. and those who think i should edit my blog, or whatever, to you a healthy,hearty and sincere fuck you. so anyways, i am here so, sitting in my chair, chatting, doing bio, and listening to sean paul song on de coolie riddum or whatever. i just like de first part intro part, his voice sounds *turn onish* to me. so i am sitting here, doing a hip isolation in de chair, i learned a long time ago in hawaii. anyways, then i start to feel saucy and i'm wondering why, cause sean paul doan do nuttin for me, he cant dance, he red and he need to get rid of that mole, but nevertheless, i feeling saucy. plus i was looking at a picture of my husband boris kodjoe and his lips.....me shivers anyways then it hit me, my monthly visitor due, so hormones gine be kicking in. thats the thing, men complain women doan ever want sex, but catch a women when she having she period or she pregnant, and she thinks like a nymphofuckingmaniac (pun intended). but the sex while having ur period is just PLAIN NASTY. and i aint got a man, so this saucy feeling will go unrelieved. i need a vibrator.....hmmmm. that should be my bday gift to myself (8)mek yuh feel alright,wine up yuh body til ah mornin light(8) • • • • • Monday, September 15, 2003
Life & Deathlife is a funny thing. one minute u are here and then *poof* ur time is out. the sand has filtered thru the hour glass, and ur present state is no more. over the last week, ppl i know have passed away, in various forms, of various races, age and sex. no longer can i console myself and say "oh, i'm still young i have a long time to live". nope young, old and in between, dying. i overheard someone in school saying that the end of the world is near,because everybody just dying. maybe it was just those ppls' time. in life and death, we make choices. each choice we make determines the next path we take, and each path has a different outcome. it sounds as tho i am saying that we can chose the path that leads to death. no. everyday we live, we are one day closer to the day we die (ye thats a bit morbib. i think ultimately the one thing for sure is that we will die, what is undecided however, is the path we take to our death. we have the choice, to make that path a good,safe,successful journey, or we can make it a journey full of bad things. but at the end of the day, its how we take each step and live each day that matters. for me, one thing is for sure, every day i live, i have NO REGRETS for anything i do or dont do. u cant change the past, but u can sure as heck make a difference for the future. peace & love neysa • • • • • |
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