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Saturday, November 22, 2003
:'(i do not like dealing with death. my aunt died yesterday. she was undergoin chemo for breast cancer. she was only 43. i am so numb. i cant believe it. i saw her last week wednesday by sheraton, she looked fine.i couldnt handle going and seeing my uncle, i left that for my parents. thats why in life we need to let go of all these material vices we have and hold onto more meaningful things like family and health and peace. when i was talking to a friend she said she never heard me express emotion, until tonight when i was crying. is that what death does? shock some emotion back into ur system. death is one reality that i have not really come to terms with yet. u are never prepared enuff for it... numb • • • • • |
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