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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
In this life I'm a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back as a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that. Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that, too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat. Yup...gonna be a bear that is definitely some food for thought. i like the sound of that lifestyle fuh real. i have started reading the da vinci code today. ok this shocked me cause i hate reading anything other than the comments, but i tell you it is extremely intriguing and suspenseful and really makes me question alot of things. i gotta finish it. right now i just had a lovely well done sirloin steak and some steam veggies and pasta. DELICIOUS. that was my treat for going to the gym this morning and 5:30am for that spin class. so now i'm gonna give in to this ethnic fatigue and get all cozy in my bed. toodles • • • • • Tuesday, May 18, 2004
so went to see van helsing tonight. it was pretty funny, especially sine the two nitwits next to me were jumping all the time, ahahahahhaha. nonetheless all three of them were good company :).*** when words have no meaning i have had my full of all these compliments i keep getting. sure it was once a great ego booster, but honestly, i still doan have the ego i should have and i think it is mainly because of the empty words i keep hearing. they have no meaning. what is said to me is said to the female next to me, or the very next female that the male that has just "complimented" me, has decided to speak to.i'd rather not be spoken to, cause it really makes no sense with all the bullshit i keep hearing. the thing is, these people expect that i should be happy that i even hear these "words" and i should be all giggly and feel like the shiznit and come running to them whenever i see them so that i can get my share of compliments. /me rolls eyes sarcastically,schuuuuupes. men are retarded. i am sooo fedup of empty words, not only in the form of compliments but just generally. *** when wishes do come through so u want something soooo very badly and u wish for it day in and day out and you dont get it. but then you wish for something else one day and you know deep deep deep down in your heart that you are only wishing for this thing out of anger,hurt, resentment etc, and you wouldn't really mind if it doesnt happen, BUT ALAS,low and behold, it does happen. *sigh* but it may actually not be too bad, although i'm gonna lose alot of moolah, but the parental units will have to pick up that slack, c'est la vie peace Sweetest Taboo • • • • • |
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