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Thursday, September 09, 2004
so barbadians do not realise how lucky we are that we did not feel the full force of hurricane ivan. i hear ppl calling in on the call-in programs talking a load of shit, about dem aint had water for de day, or a shingle fly off they roof, or they help someone back in 2002 with lily, and now they want compensation. UMMMM HELLOOOOO, have you looked at the news and seen grenada. those ppl. my heart goes out to them. i mean yes they want money and clothes but more importantly, they are thirsty and hungry. tomorrow i am going to help my dad and rotary send off packages to them. they will not be able to recover for about 20years, ppl may have to emigrate and start over. 90% of the island was damaged. i do not even want to begin to imagine if we had been in that position. remember to thank god or whoever you praise and keep saying your prayers.*** so everyone is either pregnant, engaged or something. i am the only one who isnt with a man, or a man who has a child and child mother, or a man who has a woman. a male friend of mine told me that there are 7 women to 1 man in barbados, so i could as well get it in my head that i gine get horn if i have a man, cause they will have 6 other women who doan have a man. WTF. and the thing is females seem to be fine with it. a female friend and i were talking earlier and she was thankfully honest and open, but frighteningly so. she made the point that whether you like it or not, yuh man gine horn yuh, so u can either (a) get on like an idiot and cause a scene and ting (b) accept it and make sure you use a condom (c) do your own thing as well or finally (d) leave his ass. the thing with option (d) is that, u get another boyfriend and then the cycle starts over again. and then we rightly agreed that the young girls nowadays are just like the guys, they fucking who they feel like, cause their man gine horn dem anyways, so could as well get your sauce on. i doan know, yea i was joking with her and ting, but i do not want to admit that that is the truth. i guess i still holding onto the fantasy that "there are good men out there that will not cheat on you, hurt you, disrespect you etc etc". maybe i am naive or spoilt by my ex. say one say the next. but this promiscuity is not safe. what about AIDS??? and i do not want no baby momma drama. i have two friends who have kids one of them, his son will be one in november, and he telling me how much he like me rah rah rah, and i am like, yea we are friends, but what about ur child and woman?!!?!?!? and another one, his daughter not even a month yet, the child mother live with him, and he talking about "i gine carry you st.maartin for de weekend". dude!!! save your money for diapers. i am just not interested. don't get me wrong, i do not mind youhaving a child, just make sure your responsibilites are well taken care of before you focus on me, because it is more important for those children to have good father figures, than for me to have a man who want to spend money on me. SIGH ok i think that is enough off of my chest for now. toodles • • • • • Tuesday, September 07, 2004
well ivan has passed and all is well. we must thank god we were lucky and did not feel the full effects of the hurricane otherwise we surely would have suffered much worse. i hope all those who suffered receive help. my mad parents went driving bout de place with my father videotaping and ting. i tell yuh. our phone back on but still no water. i guess it could have been much much worse. hope all is well with you all.had a pretty cool weekend. but the partying ting quieting down for me. this weekend is the moonshine party for all the uwi freshers, that shuld be good as it is every year. otherwise, i just trying to save up the dinero. anyways, i going and look for some food toodles • • • • • |
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