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Friday, September 24, 2004
happy 21st bday to meso my bday was wednesday, and i must say it was very low-key but very nice. lunch at royal pavillion wid de family. library from 2:30 -6, classes from 6-9. sleep from 10:30-11:15pm. bade. yard from 1am - 2:30am thursday, then blue babes from round 3 somthing. i only stayed in dere for bout half hour tho. and i saw my chemistry professor in dere. my mouth drop. ah boy. he was waiting for a young lady who was in de middle of a lap dance. i tell yuh. lol. so the plans for this weekend, september bday bash at club xtreme. the venue not appealing to me at all, but nonetheless, since peter coppin INSISTS that the original naughty professor be there, i must go. and FOR SURE this saturday, moonshine it is, for dibfest. this will be one of the best moonshine events yet. they were advertising it in the lime at uwi tonight, so that is good. i am looking forward to it. so everyone come out and celebrate my bday ole dub style you know how i like it. lol. no excuses mr.man get ur ass at moonshine this weekend :@. ur detention is scheduled at 11:30pm. hehehehehehe *** the more you allow yourself to love, the worse you will feel when you get hurt. i am done putting my all into anything concerning a certain situation, because now i have not one shit to show for it. the other concerned parties very happy about the place. so why does it hurt so bad?? mainly because i gave too much of a damn. but that nah happen again. when the shit hits the fan. do not come looking for me. bitter *** i realised i am too stuck in my ways to want a man in my life right now. maybe the wrong men approach me, i doan know. e.g last night i met this bahamian guy i think his dad is the pm of bahamas, he got his own promotion company yada yada, he seem ok and ting. whatever i not really studying it, we chatting, he tell me i got nuff game and i am a player, and realises i always roll with guys. i was like yea that's true. then he gine reason how he gine give me money to come bahamas, and how i doan need to worry bout nutting, i can come dere and whatever i want i can have. what de fuck?!?! i look as tho i need something? yea i want a couple grand, but i will work for it thank you very much. i told him, i do not like to depend on ppl. his friend will then reason to me "i want a woman INDEPENDENT enough to be DEPENDENT on me" smart ass. so these two fat men, running they usual game on neysa ford and failing, cause at the end of the night, the only thing that went between my legs was my big soft pillow. anyways bedtime for moi. hope everyone irie ps. happy belated 25th bday to ms.saw and kosbert • • • • • Sunday, September 19, 2004
so unfortunately i did not make it to moonshine, which is probably going on right now. my friends are down there, and my lil bro just went down there with some of his friends, but the "naughty professor" did not make it tonight. i hope it is as good as last week for those there. and here's hoping no unforseen circumstances arise causing me not to be able to go again.*** on a brighter note, i went to tony 'mentally-ill' matterhorn friday night at new millenium. let me tell u i not missing another show. it was sooooooo good. and i surprised myself and new alot of the songs. and the dub-plates were good. well the ones i could hear over all the noise those ghetto-ass ppl were making. dem "bup bup" keeping real rasshole noise, yuh caan hear de dub plates good. but anyways i had a good time. goodthing i didnt depend on him to take me there this time, otherwise i would have never made it. but things change and ppl too, i learned that first hand. *** thanks govan, for everything. i dont know if i say it, but just know i mean it. well, since i am home alone on a saturday night, screw the book, i going to sleep. • • • • • |
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